he or he ?

tired of being all alone , waiting for nothing , is that what love mean .. waitint so long for nothing , something not sure . hurh ~! in my head , got he n he .. hurh ~! he[1] > make me happy , always smile , no sadness , understanding , caring , loving me , but , no answer for my love .. n he[2] > giving me pain , hurting me more than anything else , got sum1 else .. but he' s alweys in my head , day n night .. something wrong o.0 .. blarhx3x .. should i remember you all the teym ? or , should i wait for you ? should i find sum1 else , so i can 4get you both , but how can i do , i can't 4get you both .. aileveu !